A peace

A peace has come upon my heart.

I have sought this peace for a long time now and at every turn, I have been aggravated and disappointed with my failure to find it. I have cried so much and prayed so much yet doubting that God was listening or if He was, it was probably some kind of process I had to go through again. And it has been.

Oh, but the thankfulness I feel now.

To be romanced by God...*sigh*

I can't express the love I feel in my heart, to know that I am loved, to know the beauty of God's heart, calling out to us that we might rely on Him alone. How paradoxical. How amazing.

It took a two hour nap tonight to make me see, Yes, I can trust you, Lord.

Shma Yisrael, Adonay Elohaynu Adonay Echad